Note to self

[Proud 2b Peculiar]

I don't know if it is just because I am feeling sicker then a dog or what, but a few moments ago I had the most intense feeling I have ever had, that actually made me start sobbing about Iran.

I feel like I am losing my mind.

It is going to be hard to explain, but I am posting it here, so that if I lose my mind we all know why! LOL

I was just sitting here in my chair, and suddenly it was like the room was spinning. Like I had spun myself around in multiple circles and then tried to stand still. In the middle of that, I saw that my friend in Iran was about to die, is dead, dying.... and I felt sick to my stomach.

I have had these little "dizzy" spells in the past right before events, but they have never been this long or this intense, I actually called out for my husband because I thought I was going to faint.

So, if nothing happens, then I will attribute this to being incredibly sick. But if something does, then I wrote this here.

I know I sound crazy... I feel crazy.

I should be more specific about this:

What I saw was that the US was bombing Iran. There was fire everywhere, things flying in the air, and smoke. My friend was standing in the center of it all, and I thought there was no way that he could survive.

[Proud 2b Peculiar]

Found these today

http://www.newstatesman.com/200702190014

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/middle_east/6376639.stm

http://www.cnn.com/2005/ALLPOLITICS/01/16/hersh.iran/

So, how many months has it been? 7 since then?

[Proud 2b Peculiar]

P.S. still no news from my friend

[Proud 2b Peculiar]

In other news:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i0a6KLM6338

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6eJWc5b6xKk

[Proud 2b Peculiar]

I did talk with my friend in Iran. He said that he has had a feeling about this recently, and he said if it is God's will he will survive it. he feels that this war is necessary so that they can get their freedom from the regime that is suppressing their nation. I told him it may be worse then the regime is, and he said that it is what must be.

He also said if he does die, he was meant to die, if he lives then he lives.

He said that it is not if it will happen, but only when. He had been having dreams too.

[SwissMrs&Pitchfire]

Obviously one of the good guys.

[Proud 2b Peculiar]

Obviously one of the good guys.

Yeah.. he is the one that woke me up very fast....

And has been helping me understand things for the last ... 4 1/2 years or so.

The other day were were talking about descendants of Esau. And also how some of the Persians are from Abraham's son Ishmael.. cool stuff.