I am leaving my testimony to all on this forum as a "witness" of the truth, and certainly not by way of any administrative authority, for I am but an elder. What I say below is truth, and it is the only way to know God right from his first commandment. I will be leaving the forum as to pursue other things starting with what I have written below. I have much to work on, and much to learn. I am plenty a mess, and a sinner. I love you all, and I pray that we all will truly love God. I will not be reading responses to this or any other of my posts for I feel by the spirit of God it is time for me to move on to other things he would have me do.
Without arguing semantics or whatever, I hope you understand what I am getting at below.
If God came to the whole world and told everyone we are all doomed to hell, you would find practically all religion would collapse instantly. People would no longer see a personal benefit/reward for obeying God anymore. Mormonism's people as a whole would also collapse. Why pay tithing, why go to church, why be moral, why do service projects? Why hold callings? Why help the poor? etc if I am not getting some great reward when I die....screw that many would say! Many would say why should I do good if it counts for nothing! Many would say you mean I am going to hell anyway, so why be good, lets party!!!!!
Ah, BUT A FEW PEOPLE ARE RARE AND DIFFERENT......THEY WOULD SAY TO GOD THEIR CREATOR, I LOVE YOU AND WILL SERVE YOU EVEN UNTO MY SOUL BEING LOST IN HELL....THESE ARE THOSE WHO MAKE THEIR CALLINGS AND ELECTIONS SURE BECAUSE IT IS NOT ABOUT THEM, IT IS ABOUT THEIR GOD.
So if you go to God wanting to secure YOUR POSITION AND YOUR REWARD you are dead to him because it really is not about him now is it! It is about what YOU THINK TO GET OUT OF HIM!, ......and by doing so you invite the devil to give you what you selfishly want, for selfishness knows its own. This is the whole test, all of it, and few be that want it and find it.
Selfishness is the power of darkness which empowers the devils. This is the very thing the PTB use against people to enslave them with lies and debt. People's own selfishness is used against themselves. For example how many reading this choose to be in sin debt to the bank? Why? For if you loved God more than self you would want to obey him, and let him lead you out of bondage. Instead most Mormons and the world are in debt of sin, for they fore-promise to pay for something (like a house) when they have not wherewith to pay the balance thereby enslaving themselves and empowering others over them.
We can talk all day long about various doctrines on here. We can fight back and forth about whether Adam is God, or there are multiple probations in mortality, or that the church is or isn't astray, or whether polygamy is right or wrong, etc.......none of that really matters now does it if your selfish! Many want to be the "top dog" and the "great rabbi" and have people ewe and awe and their superior knowledge, again selfish. Yet many others want some man to follow and rely on them thereby pushing off their responsibility on another, again selfish. Many talk about equality yet why does it usually fail over and over in history? Because at the end of the day people do not really want their brethren's happiness over their own self. Most people want "their own" and certainly do not want their brother to have an extra crumb over themselves. Most people will justify their wealth and having more then their brethren, and by doing so they feed selfishness and empower further darkness.
The time is coming when this mess will come to a head. The Zionists, etc will be destroyed. The few will come to Zion.
Only the "few" can see out of the slavery and maze of this life for they live for another being not themselves, which in their God and creator. They live and breathe for God, they sleep, eat, work, travel, etc for their God.
Take care people, my beautiful brethren. I trust God, and if anyone on here ever needs to contact me a way will be provided some other way. I love you all so much, and I pray you will all love each other for our dear God.
What I say is true, and know so by the Father, Big things are going to happen in due time for Zion, I say these things in the name of our Lord and savior Jesus Christ, the Messiah, amen.